Here I am! After so many time, writing here looks a bit strange. I can't even remember why I've started this blog anyway. It's strange how we start things and never get to finish them. Or at least, this is how it always happens in my case. 

And it always happened to me this way, with everything: with school, with my jobs, and so on. I've never actually graduated from college, and I've changed my job several times, because I always got bored with what I was doing.

Now, with this blog, it's more or less the same. I try to write something, but then I don't like it, and cancel it, and mess things up and that's it!

 I've been so busy lately, I don't really know why. I guess I work too much... The thing is that I don't really get to keep on writing in this blog, I've also consider to close it down, since it's so useless.

But I kind of like it, I can say I have a blog and this is too cool !

 I'm here again, and I don't really know what to talk to you about today. I know I should have thought about this when I started this blog, buy you know, things always look simple at the beginning, for instance when you start a journey, you always think it's not gonna last more than usual and that you'll be home soon and you'll be safe and see everthing you wanted, and not loos your wallet or luggage.
But then you ralize that sometimes it all becomes so complicated and you really don't know what to do to make it simple, since it's not happening because of you and no one was able to predict such things would even happen...

When I think about all the things I could have done today, I realize that maybe I should plan my days differently. Every time I get home, instead of doing something that is really important, or just rest, I waste a lot of time watching movies or simply reading on line articles or watching pictures. And I really want to have more time for myself, but I realize that like this it's impossible. Evey day I'm more and more tired and I don't really know what to do...

Sometimes I wonder why some people spend so much time on line. They really don’t seem to be doing anything else. They don’t want to get out, to meet other people, to hang out with their friends. And it’s sad because I believe the best way to stay in touch with your friends it’s not just saying you like the pictures they’ve just put on line on facebook, it’s meeting them to have dinner together or just having a drink and talk (of course, if you actually can meet them).

Instead, I’ve seen many people who seem to believe it’s much easier to make some new friends on chat, especially my gay friends, they seem to believe they’ll have the chance to meet interesting people on gay chat websites, but I don’t really know if this is true. I admit it must be more difficult for them to find someone otherwise, but I know there are some nice pubs and clubs where they could go! It’s a pity they don’t want to try this!